PEARL We have as yet hardly spoken of the infant; that little creature, whose innocent life had sprung, by the inscrutable decree of Providence, a lovely and immortal flower, out of the rank luxuriance of a guilty ion. How strange it seemed to the sad woman, as she watched the growth, and the beauty that became every day more brilliant, and the intelligence that threw its quivering sunshine over the tiny features of this child! Her Pearl—for so had Hester called her; not as a name expressive of her aspect, which had nothing of the calm, white, unimioned lustre that would be indicated by the comparison. But she named the infant "Pearl," as being of great price—purchased with all she had—her mother's only treasure! How strange, indeed! Man had marked this woman's sin by a scarlet letter, which had such potent and disastrous efficacy that no human sympathy could reach her, save it were sinful like herself. God, as a direct consequence of the sin which man thus punished, had given her a lovely child, whose place was on that same dishonoured bosom, to connect her parent for ever with the race and descent of mortals, and to be finally a blessed soul in heaven! Yet these thoughts affected Hester Prynne less with hope than apprehension. She knew that her deed had been evil; she could have no faith, therefore, that its result would be good. Day after day she looked fearfully into the child's expanding nature, ever dreading to detect some dark and wild peculiarity that should correspond with the guiltiness to which she owed her being.
Certainly there was no physical defect. By its perfect shape, its vigour, and its natural dexterity in the use of all its untried limbs, the infant was worthy to have been brought forth in Eden: worthy to have been left there to be the plaything of the angels after the world's first parents were driven out. The child had a native grace which does not invariably co-exist with faultless beauty; its attire, however simple, always impressed the beholder as if it were the very garb that precisely became it best. But little Pearl was not clad in rustic weeds. Her mother, with a morbid purpose that may be better understood hereafter, had bought the richest tissues that could be procured, and allowed her imaginative faculty its full play in the arrangement and decoration of the dresses which the child wore before the public eye. So magnificent was the small figure when thus arrayed, and such was the splendour of Pearl's own proper beauty, shining through the gorgeous robes which might have extinguished a paler loveliness, that there was an absolute circle of radiance around her on the darksome cottage floor. And yet a russet gown, torn and soiled with the child's rude play, made a picture of her just as perfect. Pearl's aspect was imbued with a spell of infinite variety; in this one child there were many children, comprehending the full scope between the wild-flower prettiness of a peasant-baby, and the pomp, in little, of an infant princess. Throughout all, however, there was a trait of ion, a certain depth of hue, which she never lost; and if in any of her changes, she had grown fainter or paler, she would have ceased to be herself—it would have been no longer Pearl! This outward mutability indicated, and did not more than fairly express, the various properties of her inner life. Her nature appeared to possess depth, too, as well as variety; but—or else Hester's fears deceived her—it lacked reference and adaptation to the world into which she was born. The child could not be made amenable to rules. In giving her existence a great law had been broken; and the result was a being whose elements were perhaps beautiful and brilliant, but all in disorder, or with an order peculiar to themselves, amidst which the point of variety and arrangement was difficult or impossible to be discovered. Hester could only for the child's character—and even then most vaguely and imperfectly—by recalling what she herself had been during that momentous period while Pearl was imbibing her soul from the spiritual world, and her bodily frame from its material of earth. The mother's imioned state had been the medium through which were transmitted to the unborn infant the rays of its moral life; and, however white and clear originally, they had taken the deep stains of crimson and gold, the fiery lustre, the black shadow, and the untempered light of the intervening substance. Above all, the warfare of Hester's spirit at that epoch was perpetuated in Pearl. She could recognize her wild, desperate, defiant mood, the flightiness of her temper, and even some of the very cloud-shapes of gloom and despondency that had brooded in her heart. They were now illuminated by the morning radiance of a young child's disposition, but, later in the day of earthly existence, might be prolific of the storm and whirlwind. The discipline of the family in those days was of a far more rigid kind than now. The frown, the harsh rebuke, the frequent application of the rod, ened by Scriptural authority, were used, not merely in the way of punishment for actual offences, but as a wholesome regimen for the growth and promotion of all childish virtues. Hester Prynne, nevertheless, the loving mother of this one child, ran little risk of erring on the side of undue severity. Mindful, however, of her own errors and misfortunes, she early sought to impose a tender but strict control over the infant immortality that was committed to her charge. But the task was beyond her skill. After testing both smiles and frowns, and proving that neither mode of treatment possessed any calculable influence, Hester was ultimately compelled to stand aside and permit the child to be swayed by her own impulses. Physical compulsion or restraint was effectual, of course, while it lasted. As to any other kind of discipline, whether addressed to her mind or heart, little Pearl might or might not be within its reach, in accordance with the caprice that ruled the moment. Her mother, while Pearl was yet an infant, grew acquainted with a certain peculiar look, that warned her when it would be labour thrown away to insist, persuade or plead. |
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PERLA HASTA ahora apenas hemos hablado de la nia; de la criaturita cuya inocente vida pareca una bella inmortal flor brotada en medio de la excesiva lozana de una pasin criminal. Cun extraa se presentaba esa nia a los ojos de la triste mujer, a medida que sta contemplaba el desarrollo y la hermosura, cada vez ms brillante, y la inteligencia que iluminaba con sus trmulos rayos las delicadas facciones de su hija, de su Perla! Tal era el nombre que le haba dado Ester, no porque tuviese analoga alguna con su aspecto, pues no tena nada del blanco, tranquilo y fro lustre que podra indicar la comparacin; sino que la llam "Perla," por haberla obtenido a un gran precio, por haberla comprado en realidad con todo lo que ella posea, con lo que era su nico tesoro. Cun singular era todo esto! El hombre haba hecho patente la falta de esta mujer por medio de una letra escarlata dotada de tan grande y desastrosa eficacia, que impeda que aquella fuera objeto de las simpatas humanas, a no ser de personas igualmente culpables. Pero la naturaleza, en compensacin de esta falta que el hombre haba castigado, la dot de una nia encantadora, que reposaba en aquel mismo seno infamado por la ley, para poner por siempre a la madre en relacin con la raza humana, y para que llegara al fin a ser un alma escogida en el cielo. Sin embargo, estas ideas llenaban la mente de Ester con sentimientos de temor ms bien que de esperanza. Saba que su accin haba sido mala, y por lo tanto no poda creer que sus resultados fueran buenos. Con creciente sobresalto contemplaba el desarrollo de la criatura, temiendo siempre descubrir alguna peculiaridad sombra y extraa, que guardara correspondencia con la culpa a que debi el ser.
Defecto fsico no haba ninguno en la nia: por su forma perfecta, por su vigor y la natural agilidad en el uso de sus tiernos , era digna de haber nacido en el Edn; de haber sido dejada all para que jugara con los ngeles, despus de la expulsin de nuestros primeros padres. Posea una gracia ingnita que no siempre acompaa a la belleza perfecta: su traje, a pesar de su sencillez, despertaba en el que la vea la idea de que era precisamente el que ms le convena. Pero la tierna Perlita no estaba vestida con silvestres hierbas. Su madre, merced a cierta tendencia mrbida, que ms adelante se comprender mejor, haba comprado las telas ms ricas que pudieran procurarse y daba rienda suelta a su fantasa creadora en el arreglo y adorno de los vestidos de la nia, cada vez que sta se presentaba en pblico. Tan magnficamente luca aquella criaturita ataviada de esa suerte, y era tal el esplendor de la propia belleza de Perla, brillando al travs de los trajes vistosos que habran podido apagar una hermosura mucho menos radiante, que puede decirse que en torno suyo se formaba un crculo de fulgente luz en el suelo de la obscura cabaa. El aspecto de Perla tena un encanto de infinita variedad: en aquella nia se compendiaban y resuman muchos nios, comprendiendo desde la belleza a manera de flor silvestre de un nio campesino, hasta la pompa, en escala menor, de una princesita. En toda ella haba sin embargo algo de apasionado, una cierta intensidad de color de que nunca se despojaba; y si en alguno de sus cambios ese color se hubiera vuelto ms dbil o ms plido, habra cesado de ser ella, no habra sido Perla.
Esta movilidad externa indicaba y expresaba completamente las diversas condiciones de su vida interior. Pareca que en su naturaleza la profundidad se hermanaba con la variedad; pero, a no ser que los temores de Ester la engaasen, diramos que le faltaba la facultad de adaptarse al mundo en que haba nacido. La nia no poda someterse a reglas fijas. Al darle la existencia, se haba quebrantado una gran ley moral, y el resultado fue un sr cuyos elementos tal vez eran bellos y brillantes, pero en desorden, o con un orden que les era peculiar, siendo difcil, o casi imposible, descubrir donde empezaban o terminaban la variedad y el arreglo. Ester nicamente poda darse cuenta del carcter de Perla, y eso de una manera vaga imperfecta, recordando lo que ella misma haba sido durante aquel perodo crtico en que el alma y el cuerpo de la nia se estaban formando. El estado de agitacin apasionada en que se hallaba la madre haba servido para transmitir a la criaturita por nacer los rayos de su vida moral; y por claros y puros que fueran primitivamente, haban adquirido ciertos tintes ya vivos y brillantes, ya intensos y sombros. Pero sobre todo, se haba perpetuado en el alma de Perla aquella violenta lucha que reinaba en el nimo de Ester, quien poda reconocer en su hija el mismo espritu libre, inquieto, provocativo y desesperado, y la misma ligereza de su carcter, y aun algo del mismo abatimiento que se haba apoderado de su corazn. Ahora todo eso estaba iluminado por los rayos de la aurora que doran el cielo de la infancia, pero ms entrado el da de la existencia terrenal, pudiera ser fecundo en torbellinos y tempestades.
La educacin de la familia era en aquellos tiempos mucho ms severa que ahora. El entrecejo, la reprensin spera y la aplicacin de la correa o de las varillas, no tenan por objeto castigar solamente faltas cometidas, sino que se empleaban como un medio saludable para el desenvolvimiento de todas las virtudes infantiles. Sin embargo, Ester, la madre solitaria de esta su nica hija, corra poco riesgo de pecar por demasiado severa. Teniendo plena conciencia de sus propios errores y de sus infortunios, trat desde muy temprano de ejercer una estricta vigilancia sobre la tierna alma cuyos destinos estaban a su cargo. Pero esta tarea era superior a sus fuerzas, o a su capacidad. Despus de probar tanto la sonrisa como el entrecejo, y viendo que nada ejerca una influencia notable, decidi por fin dejar que la nia obedeciera a sus propios impulsos. Por supuesto que la restriccin o la compulsin producan su efecto mientras estaban vigentes; pero toda otra clase de disciplina moral, ya se dirigiere a su inteligencia o a su corazn, daba o no daba resultados segn fuera la disposicin caprichosa de su nimo a la sazn. Cuando Perla era todava muy tierna, su madre haba observado en ella cierta expresin peculiar de la fisonoma, que era seal de que entonces todo cuanto se hiciera para que la nia obedeciese sus rdenes sera en vano. |